"My love." I say, gripping May's hand in my own. Her heart monitor speeds up a little, her gaunt face turns to me, and she smiles weakly.
"Hi, Lover." She says, voice raspy and tired. I fight back tears, instead smiling back to her. I bring her pale hand to my mouth, doing my best to ignore how thin her arm has become. Kissing her wrist deeply, I bring my other hand away from my back, revealing a small, plush penguin. She giggles a bit, the sound warming my heart, yet stinging my ears, as I realize how sick she's become. Swallowing a sob, I keep my smile firm, for her sake.
"I saw this at the store today, and... Well, you know how I am with impulsive purchases." I gently set the penguin on her chest, watching it heave with each breath.
"You always spoil me." She teases, squeezing my hand pathetically.
"Hey, you deserve it." I say back. Her face suddenly turns solemn, and she withdraws her hand.
"What's wrong, Hon?" I ask worriedly.
"I..." She begins. "The doctors said... Things aren't looking good..." She seems to trail off, her eyes watering, beginning to cry.
"No, no. Things are going to be okay. You're the strongest girl I know, May. You'll pull through." I sob, tears streaming down my face, as I reach for her hand again. She pulls it away.
"I just think... It would be better if you left..."
"What... What are you telling me, Hon?" I sputter, tears falling harder from both of us.
"I'm saying..." She gasps, chest heaving more. "I don't want to see you. Go. Leave. And never come back." She turns her head away, giving me no chance to say anything back, no goodbye, no reason... Nothing.
"Hi, Lover." She says, voice raspy and tired. I fight back tears, instead smiling back to her. I bring her pale hand to my mouth, doing my best to ignore how thin her arm has become. Kissing her wrist deeply, I bring my other hand away from my back, revealing a small, plush penguin. She giggles a bit, the sound warming my heart, yet stinging my ears, as I realize how sick she's become. Swallowing a sob, I keep my smile firm, for her sake.
"I saw this at the store today, and... Well, you know how I am with impulsive purchases." I gently set the penguin on her chest, watching it heave with each breath.
"You always spoil me." She teases, squeezing my hand pathetically.
"Hey, you deserve it." I say back. Her face suddenly turns solemn, and she withdraws her hand.
"What's wrong, Hon?" I ask worriedly.
"I..." She begins. "The doctors said... Things aren't looking good..." She seems to trail off, her eyes watering, beginning to cry.
"No, no. Things are going to be okay. You're the strongest girl I know, May. You'll pull through." I sob, tears streaming down my face, as I reach for her hand again. She pulls it away.
"I just think... It would be better if you left..."
"What... What are you telling me, Hon?" I sputter, tears falling harder from both of us.
"I'm saying..." She gasps, chest heaving more. "I don't want to see you. Go. Leave. And never come back." She turns her head away, giving me no chance to say anything back, no goodbye, no reason... Nothing.
After a whole night of thinking, crying, and wondering, I stand now, with the rise of dawn, staring down at the streets far below.
Perhaps we can be together... In the afterlife.
Perhaps we can be together... In the afterlife.